Feeling rushed to increase mileage, I hit the pavement about 9:15 AM. With the marathon three weeks away, pressure mounts. At least it was this morning. I wanted TWENTY miles. In my heart, I knew I didn't have the time. But in my heart, given the time, I thought I could do it.
The morning started off cold and breezy, and that was a delight. I didn't feel so strong, but I have this cold that's hanging on. And maybe I shouldn't have taken that cold medicine this morning. And then there were the negative thoughts floating about this wacky brain of mine -- two of them precisely, some worries (minor ones really, but annoying nonetheless) that I had no answers for.
Anyway, I flushed away the worries and worked on focusing on form. And when I wasn't doing that, I made sure to think about NOTHING, which is kinda like focusing on form. Because when I think about nothing, I just feel, and feeling or sensing form is pretty dang close to focusing on it.
I'd say the first ten miles went pretty good. And then I made that second loop around the island. That's when my energy seeped away. Actually, seeped is too slow of a word -- it's more like it rapidly escaped. I felt like I really couldn't run another step. I took in some calories, some electrolytes and managed to plug through another five and a half miles. But it was pretty much hell. My legs actually began cramping, which is absolutely unheard of on flat, road runs in the spring. I was pissed to say the least, and finished this run feeling defeated, afraid that there's no way that I'm going to be able to run a marathon in three weeks.
The morning started off cold and breezy, and that was a delight. I didn't feel so strong, but I have this cold that's hanging on. And maybe I shouldn't have taken that cold medicine this morning. And then there were the negative thoughts floating about this wacky brain of mine -- two of them precisely, some worries (minor ones really, but annoying nonetheless) that I had no answers for.
Anyway, I flushed away the worries and worked on focusing on form. And when I wasn't doing that, I made sure to think about NOTHING, which is kinda like focusing on form. Because when I think about nothing, I just feel, and feeling or sensing form is pretty dang close to focusing on it.
I'd say the first ten miles went pretty good. And then I made that second loop around the island. That's when my energy seeped away. Actually, seeped is too slow of a word -- it's more like it rapidly escaped. I felt like I really couldn't run another step. I took in some calories, some electrolytes and managed to plug through another five and a half miles. But it was pretty much hell. My legs actually began cramping, which is absolutely unheard of on flat, road runs in the spring. I was pissed to say the least, and finished this run feeling defeated, afraid that there's no way that I'm going to be able to run a marathon in three weeks.
The rest of the day was solemn. I did my physical therapy exercises in the evening and felt a slight ache in my hip. That certainly didn't set my mood straight.
I guess every day can't be jolly.
Tomorrow I swim.
Miles logged: 15.5 miles
I guess every day can't be jolly.
Tomorrow I swim.
Miles logged: 15.5 miles