Sorry, but I can’t contain myself . . .

Our middle son home sick from school yesterday, it seemed I heard about the Boston Marathon bombing as it happened.  I wasn’t watching the news.  I don’t watch the news because I don’t appreciate sensationalism.  I learned of the terrorist act through the running community – though we are large, we are small and word travels quickly.

I felt that I couldn’t write today’s blog entry without mentioning the tragedy.  What can be said that hasn’t already been said?  I can write nothing that can ease any pain or make any sense of yesterday’s event.  The bombing was a terrible, cowardly act.  It preoccupied my thoughts during my entire run this morning.  I clenched my teeth.  I cracked my jaw.  And this is what I thought:  I know it’s popular to feel disdain for my country.  But we are among the greatest countries in the world.  We are not a perfect nation.  But we strive to be better.  Sure we are a materialistic society, sure we have problems.  None of those problems however are as evil as a terrorist act hurled upon innocent children and civilians.  Attack us from inside or out, and we grow stronger, make no mistake about that.  This is our nature.  Darkness may strike some blows, but it will never win against the light!

My heart goes out to the suffering families and those friends and families of the deceased.  I dedicated this run to you, those who died, those who suffer, and those who helped others during yesterday’s attack at the Boston Marathon’s finish line.

Flowers for the wounded and dead:

A tranquil path:

More flowers in remembrance:

I felt like I shouldn’t be smiling.  Though terrorists can cause tears and despair, they can’t wipe out the smiles that eventually return:

The mustard seed:

4-15-13:

Return To The Scene Of Defeat

Well, it’s been 3 weeks since my defeat.  I’ve been taking it easy, sulking, catching up on errands, trying to get back my run groove.  I’ve resorted to trickery to get my feet moving (see last post).  This morning, I relied on my hubby to kick my behind if he found me sleeping on the couch AGAIN when he awoke. (The pattern has been, wake early to run, hit the snooze, walk out to the living room, fall asleep on the couch.) 

It sure took me a long time to get out the door this morning.  I wasn’t looking forward to returning to the scene of defeat – Trabuco Canyon.  I just had to FORCE it.  So, I got in my truck and drove mindlessly toward the Saddleback Mountains.   

If you live in Southern California you probably know that Trabuco Canyon is the same canyon that the two teenaged hikers were recently lost for 4 days.  The media spread “my” canyon all over the airwaves, naming trails, etc., for four days.  Thankfully, the two kids were safely found.  I suspect they learned lots of lessons.  Many that I have learned myself, but have been fortunate enough not to cause a 4 day “man hunt,” utilizing hundreds of volunteers, several helicopters, medics, etc. 

Anyway, I finally arrived to the Holy Jim lot around 8 AM.  Two runners and several cyclists stood around talking about the lost hikers.  They had their theories, mine was similar (I’ll leave out my theory as to what happened, unless I hear later that it’s the case).   

Taking off towards the Holy Jim Trailhead:

Though my calves felt tight at first, I found Holy Jim delightful.  It was not the same beast that kicked my butt during Old Goat.  This Holy Jim was cool, scenic and gave me strength.  I ran with plenty of calories stashed in my pockets and plenty of fluids to drink until I arrived at the secret stash several miles away. 

I ran up that switchback with four other ladies who had not run Holy Jim before.  So, when the lady behind me tried to catch me, I had the advantage being that I know how to pace myself on this trail.  In the end I passed the front runner of the group, only because she turned her ankle.  I stopped briefly to talk with her, then whizzed my way up to Bear Springs. 

Hallelujah!  Me and Holy Jim are friends again.

Holy Jim:

While the four ladies headed off toward Santiago Peak, I took the Main Divide for an up and down, up and down run toward West Horsethief.  The sun came out strong, yet I was lucky to have an occasional cool breeze.  I felt very fortunate to have these gifts today – I can still run mountain trails, I know my way around these mountains, and I enjoy the “harsh” beauty. 

Several jeeps drove past me as I ran the Main Divide.  I even came upon two more female runners.  I began to remember that I love trail running.

From the Main Divide:

What a delight to make the top of West Horsethief.  I stopped for a quick photo op, then happily, joyfully made my way down that steep, rocky switchback.  I slid a few times, tripped once, and even fell back lightly once.  The trail seemed longer than I remembered. But then again, it always does.  And I thought, as I always do, that it must be more difficult running down Horsethief than running up it.  Toward the bottom, I came upon two hikers.  I rarely come upon anyone on Horsethief.  These two were sitting in the shade probably saying, “What the heck were we thinking?”

Top of West Horsethief:

West Horsethief:

I finished this 14+ mile loop at a packed Holy Jim parking lot.  A line of cars backed-up on Trabuco Canyon Road trying to get in the lot  Not a place remained to park.  Drivers were eager to catch my eye to ask if I was leaving.  I only put  in a quick stretch before giving up my space.  The drive out was a little odd, no not a little. It was very odd.  Every available space to park along the canyon road was crowded with cars.  Countless hikers made their way in, and at some points were the road was tight, a literal line of cars waited to make their way through.  I have never seen Trabuco Canyon so crowded.  I found this a little annoying – were these visitors there to see the sight of a near tragedy (the lost teenagers) or were they genuinely interested in this beautiful place that the media referred to again and again as rugged, harsh and dangerous?  

I suspect the crowds will die down.  If not, there are plenty of canyons where I can access Saddleback Mountains. 

The main thing is:  Today I returned to the scene of defeat.  AND I remembered that I love trail running.   This is not to say that I totally have my groove back.  But it’s a start.  A dang good start.

Back to Business

It’s time to call this rut official.  Every morning I set my alarm to get in an early trail run.  Every morning, I hit the snooze and go back to sleep.  Now this week is spring break.  I’m off work, the boys are home from school.  The only reason I have to rise early is to run.  That hasn’t been reason enough!

Rarely do I need a push out the door to get out and run.  I have felt lucky about that.  Looks like my luck ran out.  This rut was going to take my own pushing to get out.  Not just pushing once, but perhaps repeatedly.

Today’s plan:  After a family outing along East Trabuco Creek, I would run home.  I packed my shoes in the back, went on a little hike and hunt for pollywogs with family and friends.  Then as everyone drove home I taped up my right arch because my heel has been aching.  Then I laced up my shoes for a short run home.  I was SOOOO close to saying, “Just drive me home and I’ll run around the neighborhood.”  But I stopped myself, because I knew that I wouldn’t run around the neighborhood.  I needed to be forced to run.  That’s why I let hubby drive off.  With no ride home and a pair of running shoes upon my feet, I had no choice.  I ran. 

I can’t say how I felt at first.  I didn’t think much.  I can say that I wasn’t enjoying myself.  My shins slightly ached.  I stopped to stretch.  A solemn enjoyment finally hit me at two miles in, just as I crossed the bridge over E. Trabuco Creek, for a run along the bike path (the “River Walk” back toward home.) 

I can tell there’s going to be a little more forcing and trickery going on before I’m totally back in the grove.  Feels a little like I’m starting over (but not really, because when I first began, I couldn’t even run a neighborhood block!)

Miles run:  5

Running through a city park along the train tracks:

Passing the petting zoo (look at those teeth!!):

The bridge over E. Trabuco Creek (many people think this is San Juan Creek, but it’s not.  This creek joins San Juan Creek in less than a 10th of a mile from here):

Hashtravaganza 6

Saturday, I went for something much different than my status quo trails.  I ran my first Hash Run.  I learned about the Hash House Harriers several years ago.    I was told that they were “drinkers with a running problem.”  Sounded interesting, but years passed and I never “hashed.”  It seemed to me that beer and running didn’t mix.  With all the falling and tripping I do on the trails sober, how would I run after some beers?

My friend Emmett Rahl invited me to The Hashtravaganza located on Orange County Trails.   I thought it was a good opportunity to end my mourning over Old Goat.  It was time for some play in the wilderness and to chuck the seriousness.  First things first, I decided to take a bus to the event.  I metabolize alcohol very slowly, which means if I get pulled over, even after a small amount of alcohol, I will probably blow over the legal limit.  That’s just not a chance I don’t want to take.  Call me paranoid.  Besides, I love riding the bus!

My stop was 2.5 miles from the run start.  At the start, the entire group, including organizers and workers take off.  It’s a moving sort of run.  This of course means that I HAD TO make it in time for the start.  Somehow, someway, I got turned around and ran 2.5 miles in the OPPOSITE DIRECTION.  This of course meant that I had 5 miles now to run, and only about 30 minutes to do it.  DOH!

So I took off running with no hopes of making it in time, but really wanting to make the start, so I did the unthinkable.  I stuck my thumb out.  Yes, I tried to hitch a ride.  Much to my disappointment, car after car after car whizzed by ignoring my request.  Finally, after about 2 miles on the return 5 mile trip, a mini-truck pulled over.  The driver was a male named Abraham, the passenger squeezed in the back seat was male as well.  I hopped in the car with a quick back-up plan conjured up on the spot.  I left my door unlocked, with an eye on it to make sure the driver didn’t lock it.  I also didn’t seat belt, so I could have quick access out of the car if need be.  Hitch-hiking is not recommended behavior, especially for females.  Needless to say, hubby was not happy (he actually called me when I was in Abraham’s car).  I am pleased to report that the driver was rather nice and drove me all the way to my destination, about a mile past his turnoff.  He told me that his car broke down last week, and he tried to thumb a ride, and no one picked him up.  That’s why he pulled over to give me a ride. 

I made it to the Hash in time to have a small breakfast (they had a great “continental” spread) and a beer.  100+ drinkers with a running problems were in a festive mood.  Each had a plastic mug hanging somewhere on their attire, hooked to their backpack, etc.  I hooked a plastic mug given to me by Emmett onto my running belt. 

The day was too long, with too many separate adventures to detail it here without writing a book.  I will try and make it brief, by starting with how Hash Runs work (or at least these Hash Runs – Hash Runs are run all over the world, so they probably vary).

Saturday, we had 5 separate hash runs, I say “runs” and not races, because they are not races.  Anyone caught running competitively gets loudly declared a “racist.”  Each run started off with a couple “hares” who took off first with bags of flour to mark trails.  The rest of us, the “hounds,” waited fifteen minutes and then ran off after the “hares.”  Quickly into the run, there’s a “T” for Turkeys for the easier route, and an “E” for Eagles, for the hardest route.  I took the “E” at each occasion.

Some of the flour markings lead off onto “false” trails.  So, we listened to the whistle wearing “hounds.  They blew twice when we were “on trail,” and once once for “off trail.”  Often people yelled out, “Are we on?”  or “On on?” 

During the course, we also saw the marking BN which means “beer near.”  Here we “hounds” stopped for a beer.  There were also whiskey stops along the way, where runners took shots of Jack Daniels or Honey Jack.  (I  steered clear of the shots being that I am not a liquor drinker, liquor referring to the “hard stuff.”)

Something very interesting about Hash Runs, is that runners are allowed to cut the course.  Cutting the course is taking short cuts, some small, like skipping the corner and running through a field to catch the course up a ways.  Cutting the course under regular circumstances is a big No-No.  In all the “races” that I have run, I have never cut the course, though I have seen runners do it (though very few).  The first time I cut the course on Saturday was very liberating.  I must have cut the course 5 more times after that.  (With glee I might add).

After the first Hash Run (remember we had 5), all the runners met up again for more beer, snacks, awards, and drinking songs.  Everyone had smiles and there was lots of laughter.  Sometimes the “hares” were booed for making such a difficult trail.  The person voted to have done the stupidest thing on the run was awarded a toilet plunger to carry with him/her for the entire next Hash Run.  One more thing:  When a “hound” catches a “hare,” it’s called a “Hare Snare,”  and all the “hounds” have to wait fifteen minutes before taking off again (so that the hares can get out far enough).

The end of Hash Run #1

I was amazed to find that running while drinking beers, quite a few of them, is not difficult at all.  In fact, I burned off the buzz early into each run.  And I was left with the numbness.  Ended up, I ran faster.  I didn’t fall; I didn’t trip.  I didn’t fret the difficulty.  I took on the steep hills and thick brush with pleasure and a big grin.  At one point, a group of us ran into what felt like Stinging Nettle.  That stuff with it’s microscopic thorns hurt like heck.  I said, “Oh dang, I don’t do good with Stinging Nettle.”  The runner in front of me laughed loudly.  “Who does good with Stinging Nettle?  That’s like saying, I don’t do good with cyanide.”  Then he commenced to stand off to the side, yelling and laughing hysterically, “Make it stop!  Make it stop!”  Soon after, the stinging ceased.  We obviously had not run into Nettle.  But the “Make it stop!” guy and his friend cut the course and found themselves in a sticky situation at the bottom of a ravine.  Having been stuck in a ravine before, I said, “Don’t do it.”  But they didn’t listen and afterward stood on the other side yelling to runners not to cut the course there, it wasn’t worth it.

The hill behind me only looks steep

The sun came out in abundance for run #3.  Fortunately, a cool breeze blew through quite frequently.  We had a full spread of lunch awaiting at the end of run #3 and more beer.  And then we were off again for another tough run.  And more beer. 

Feeling no pain:

Deciding on the plunger award after Hash Run #2:

Hash Run #3:

Beer Stop:

End of Hash Run #3, meet up for lunch:

Hash Run #4, quite strenuous (but fun):

End of Hash Run #4:

During Hash Run #5, I found myself running along the Turkey route.  I don’t know how I missed the Eagle.  But I did see many runners up on a higher trail.  I looked for a way to get there, but only came up on barbed-wire fence.  One of the runners, stepped down on a portion for me, and I carefully stepped over it.  This is how all the runners were, kind and friendly, smiling and laughing. 

Well, we all ran along this trail that quickly ascended.  Pretty soon the flour markings ended.  Yet, we continued running with some of the runners yelling “On Trail?  On Trail?”  No whistles were blown.  Eventually, we hit a dead end and had to turn around.  We all got back on the Turkey route which eventually lead to another Eagle route.  I took the Eagle, cut the course to get to a meadowy tough climb.  This run was the shortest of all the runs, yet it was extremely tough toward the end.  I was quite relieved to end up back at the start, where there was more beer and a full course dinner being cooked up:  steak, chicken, roasted veggies, a green salad with a huge choice of toppings, and of course, more beer.

After eating and joking around some, my hubby arrived to drive me home.  It was a long day.  I felt accomplished for handling 21+ difficult miles so well.  And the above is the SHORT version of this adventure. 

I will add that I woke up Sunday morning sore.  All of my muscles ached.  The bottom of my feet ached.  I slept til noon.  Then I took another nap about 4PM.  Fun times, but boy did they wipe me out.

The Meadowy uphill in Hash Run #5:

I’m tired: