One of my Thanksgiving traditions is to run. I bet you would have never guessed. And so that is exactly what I did today. I woke at 5:30 AM and hit the dirt about 6:40 on a cold Thanksgiving morning. Usually, I try to not think when I run. Today however, I dedicated my run to thinking about all that I am thankful for. And there is so much – too much to put in a couple of pages. First and foremost, I am thankful for being born. And I am thankful for my husband and three wonderful sons. I am thankful for my health. And I am thankful for my mom and dad. They taught me so much – one of the most important being to never give up, and also the importance of family – that we are here to help one another.
As I ran down an empty Aliso Creek Trail bundled in gloves and beanie, I thought about how lucky I was to grow up with one sister, and now I have 5 sisters! And they are all top-notch women. In addition to my 3 great brothers, I gained 3 more – as well as another mother and father who also are quality, loving people. For these people I am truly thankful.
I am thankful for my friends as well: my writing friends, my running friends, and my friend friends. I am especially thankful for one of most wonderful people that I have met on this earth, my friend, Bernadine Fraser. Though we haven’t seen each other face-to-face in a few years, I still am affected by her overwhelming love and sweetness and great humor. And to think, we met at a job that I was laid-off from many, many years ago (after putting in 9 years there). Though I was devastated over losing that job, I could never say or feel that I wish that I never worked there. I met many great friends at this company, one of them, Bernadine. We laughed together, we cried together, we read great, great books together. For these friends I am thankful for. (I wish I could list them out, but I fear to do so because I am bound to forget to type a few names).
I am also thankful for my students. They have taught me so much. They taught me to smile even when I don’t feel like it. They taught me the importance of kindness. And they taught me that people learn in many ways. (After getting laid-off from the job mentioned above I became a teacher – so I have to say that I am thankful also for getting laid-off from a long held job).
When I turned down Wood Canyon this morning the ground was muddy and I was still alone. The run felt effortless as I thought about my children – and though it’s tough, tough, tough being a mom, I appreciate each of their special gifts and especially their love. I am also thankful for our middle son’s surgeries – not grateful that he had to go through them so much, but in a way, I suppose so, because they have made him who he is. But I am more grateful that doctors could do something to save his life. I am especially thankful for Dr. Louden. And I am so thankful my boy has been seizure free as well, for more than a year. But more than that, I’m thankful that if he does have another seizure or even surgery, we can get through it. He is a strong boy. We are strong, despite our weakness.
Aside from these very important aspects of my life, I am so, so thankful that I became a runner. I hated running. IN A MILLION YEARS, I would have never thought that I would HAVE TO RUN. More than that – I am grateful that I stumbled, and I mean stumbled upon trail running.
I am thankful for Meadows Trail:
I am thankful for green meadows and ridiculously steep trails (like Mentally Sensitive):
I am even thankful for snails, because I know they have some purpose (I just don’t know what it is):
I am thankful for the skies and mountain views:
I am thankful that I learned the patience to run long distances:
I am thankful for reaching the top of a climb, and taking the time to take goofy, sweaty pictures, because I sometimes still can’t believe that I did it!
I am thankful for ocean views:
I am thankful for Cholla cactus on Cholla Trail:
I am thankful for breaking through countless spider webs on isolated trails like Wood Creek Trail:
I am thankful for creek side runs:
I am thankful for spotting deer in a grove of trees (and many, many other wildlife):
I am thankful for the final stretches, and also seeing that there are other psychos out there doing the same thing:
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
13 miles (20.92 km) run this morning: Aliso Creek Trail, Wood Canyon, Meadows, Mentally Sensitive, Top of the World, West Ridge, Cholla Trail, Wood Creek, Wood Canyon, Aliso Creek – this was my Thanksgiving 2011 loop.